seems easy,
doesn't it?
i didn't know
what it truly meant.
i didn't know
it meant knowing
you would never truly know
who they are.
were.
would be.
i thought that
friendship was forever
and all those lies they feed you
for the duration of
your childhood.
i didn't know
the ache of
letting go
finding something permanent
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Hidden
In the darkness
hidden
In the shadows
hidden
All alone
hidden
I am here, calmly waiting. Waiting for something to happen. Waiting for someone to come.
But no on ever does (why would they?) and I don't expect anyone to. No one should want to. I wouldn't want to either.
I walk alone, bathed in quiet. I stand alone, silence my only partner. My words are hushed, my voice the barest whisper.
I don't really think anyone's really going to find me. I've made sure to stay unseen.
hidden
In the shadows
hidden
All alone
hidden
I am here, calmly waiting. Waiting for something to happen. Waiting for someone to come.
But no on ever does (why would they?) and I don't expect anyone to. No one should want to. I wouldn't want to either.
I walk alone, bathed in quiet. I stand alone, silence my only partner. My words are hushed, my voice the barest whisper.
I don't really think anyone's really going to find me. I've made sure to stay unseen.
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Drifting
sometimes, people disappear. sometimes, they never look back. i didn't look back when i left, and i didn't expect you to care. i guess i didn't expect you to come after me, to hug me, to tell me i'm someone (when in truth, i am no one). i sort of knew you might possibly do it, but you did. and i slowly came back to you. and, sure enough, i drift away again. but you caught me and brought me back. back to you. back to safety.
i think i liked the way you chased me down, took me back, held my heart. but, deep down, i didn't have enough love to return it. so, now, i suppose i'll drift away again.
what a way to live.
i think i liked the way you chased me down, took me back, held my heart. but, deep down, i didn't have enough love to return it. so, now, i suppose i'll drift away again.
what a way to live.
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Links of Comfort
Depression settles in like a cloaking blackness as the world spins faster. I can't keep up with this, and I have no idea how others do.
But when I feel overwhelmed, I simply go to my list of sites that makes me feel better.
This is where I go when I need some quiet: http://thequietplaceproject.com/thequietplace?page=&lang=
This is where I go when I need a hug an some comfort: http://www.thenicestplaceontheinter.net/
This is where I go when I'm sad and need something to match my emotions: http://www.rainymood.com/
This is where I go when I need reassurance that everything is okay: http://make-everything-ok.com/
This is where I go when I need a reminder that the world is very abstract and beautiful: http://anasomnia.com/
This is where I go when I need to remember Harry: http://www.yooouuutuuube.com/v/?width=192&height=120&yt=PLL5MRijzI8&flux=1&direction=rand
This is where I go when I need to stargaze: http://neave.com/planetarium/app/
Feel free to visit these links, and if they make you feel better, pass them on.
But when I feel overwhelmed, I simply go to my list of sites that makes me feel better.
This is where I go when I need some quiet: http://thequietplaceproject.com/thequietplace?page=&lang=
This is where I go when I need a hug an some comfort: http://www.thenicestplaceontheinter.net/
This is where I go when I'm sad and need something to match my emotions: http://www.rainymood.com/
This is where I go when I need reassurance that everything is okay: http://make-everything-ok.com/
This is where I go when I need a reminder that the world is very abstract and beautiful: http://anasomnia.com/
This is where I go when I need to remember Harry: http://www.yooouuutuuube.com/v/?width=192&height=120&yt=PLL5MRijzI8&flux=1&direction=rand
This is where I go when I need to stargaze: http://neave.com/planetarium/app/
Feel free to visit these links, and if they make you feel better, pass them on.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Silence
I am alone in this place
I am alone, I am disgraced
I cannot be seen, I cannot be heard
I cannot say a single word
All the tumbling words and noises
Screeches, whimpers, many voices
Joined in a tidal wave
To sound we all have become slave
Day and night my ears will bleed
Quiet is just what I need
A cry of anguish, mournful bray
I wish for silence every day
I am alone, I am disgraced
I cannot be seen, I cannot be heard
I cannot say a single word
All the tumbling words and noises
Screeches, whimpers, many voices
Joined in a tidal wave
To sound we all have become slave
Day and night my ears will bleed
Quiet is just what I need
A cry of anguish, mournful bray
I wish for silence every day
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